Thursday, June 2, 2011

My dear God

Hey, My dear God. This is the time that i meet with you.

Why my heart alway felt empty, God.

There is a lot of things tat I can be giving thank to you

God, your mercy and grace alwaz on me although I am not worth to get it

But you simply give me

God, this is the time 

You are looking at me how to make the step that I having here

God, please help me in guiding my heart.

It is tired but will be filled by you

God, I cannt see you like wat I experienced last time but 

The trust still with you


Wednesday, June 1, 2011

新加坡第二天

Heavenly Father,

Hey God, I feel very moody now. I dun know how to express my feeling but instead just feel strength less and really need your help. This time I really look down of myself. I have not confident to even call out for interview and face all these. Even each time when I call out to the company, I put my hope that they will not employ me. I scare of being rejecting, scare of many thing. God, really use this time to teach me how to depend on you more than myself. That is very difficult for me to believe that I am able. I found that I am quite low self esteem.  But praises God, I know this is the times that experience you. God, please give me courage to call out and ask for the interview. God, you are the one I depend on. In Jesus Name, I pray.

Besides that, God I pray for the friends who are finding Job now, God, that is not really easy for each of us to step out but instead God you blessing please come to those who seek you. God, ours heart are worrying. God, we need your peace to guide through.

God, I pray for my sister relationship with her admire. God, I know that you have your purpose put us together and God the purpose is in eternity than what I can predict now. God, I don’t want to be deceived by what I encounter right now but I want to believe God your hand is holding my family. God, help me to be able to see what I saw right now. God, help me to keen in praying instead of thinking so much.

Thank God for remind me need to put my eyes on what is eternity. There is more than just here and know. All thing that we going through is the preparation for eternity.

In the name of precious Jesus, I sincerely pray. Amen.